Tranquility of Waves and Wind

Friday, January 08, 2010

~ 11:41 PM ~

Good grades are definitely not everything. Even though it is all I have to be happy about.

Lately, I keep falling back into a state of depression. Often due to a reminder about the miserable state of my life from things happening around me.

And on top of that, I have no one to make me feel better.

I can't stand it... finding myself wondering whether I should just end everything.

Sometimes it utterly piss me off more when people say that I like being depressed and alone. Especially when what I want is the exact opposite.
Just what I need... more shit to make me feel worse.

It's my fault, everyone says. Probably true regarding why I am like this. It's not easy though, to change. Always screwing it up. Like just now.

Screwing up... another reminder....

enough already...

-Login Out-

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Story Status: Snoflake method -step 3- Gamplay Status: balancing playable team Overall Status: On hold

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; name -- jade
; horoscope -- leo
; genetic type -- mineral
; status -- mugging!

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