hmm was writing my chinese letter writing a an hour ago
the topic was something like why we want to study at the fast food outlets.
come to think of it.. shldnt school be a better environment for us to study?
i guess... after spending 6 hrs there.. 5 days a week.. we kinda really got sick of that place or something.
hmmm ARGH
trying to POST BUT CANT
coz wat i REALLY WANT TO POST...
cant post..
against some laws to..
=(
i shall restort to spending time reading blogs or watching code geass
sry ppl
=(
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wow im really turning nocturnal..
o geez mum have blackmailled me to do what she wants......
anyway im standing firm on my grounds..
to me it doesnt matter if she take the com away
theres always other opportunities to do my stuff
hmmm astro bloggie on le..
ppl help blog hor
i will post later when i though of smt to post..
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FINALLY done with shang's blogskin... javascript is so FUSTRATING...
eh preview it and rate/comment can?
http://pb2test.blogspot.com
dunno why shang say when she open the html file it doesnt work but she view here can work..
oh..
and i didnt test it on FireFox yet coz i too lazy to install after reformatting the computer...
talk about lazy.. i havent even removed the digusting song i sung..
i think i will be better off if i do tat now..
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ok... just 3..
im bored so i do crap
im a mineral after all...
Which Hogwarts House I'm In
was trying hard to stop myself from screwing the quiz and get myself in slytherin xD. c'mon the snake looks cool.
Which NES Hero I'm
You are: Link
You are a more solitary person. It's not that you hate other people, you just work better alone. You are fairly light hearted, and love a good joke and playful attitudes. You realize that violence is something that will always be around, and you've made sure that you are prepared for it, but you don't wallow in it. You tend to like gizmos and gadgets and other various intricate devices. You fight the good fight against evil, and you never turn your back on a friend. You have a fondness for the wilderness, and enjoy the outdoors.
outdoors?!.. try VIRTUAL OUTDOORS....
~Deep Questions That Make You Think~Mostly Original~81 Questions
Random/Basic
Name: Jade
Nickname: Jellybean
Best memory: cant rmbr
Worst memory: dun wan to rmbr..
Best dream: one that tells me to do things when the time is right
Worst nightmare: reality
Weaknesses: hope (i mean it!)
Strengths: being able to shut up when im suppose to
Anyone have the same birthday as you?: my nice twin, jade...
Would you...
die for a friend?: depends
die for your crush/bf/gf?: duh. gonna die anyway, its like either die or die of guilt....
die for your family?: guess not
ever kill yourself?: when i get a gun.. i wan death without pain ..
Kill someone else?: YES
If you had to choose- save your cat or save your enemy?: save the furball and laughs evily and sadistically at the enemy then switch out of the evil jade thing before freaking out the cat
rather freeze or burn to death?: neither... i wan a atomic bomb
admit you love someone?: no *hissed at a certain memory*
break the law or lie to save a friend?: depends
Have you ever...
cut yourself?: yes
been in love?: weirdly, yes...
thought about suicide?: yes
hated someone so much you thought you would really kill them?: ALL THE TIME...
starved yourself?: no, nice twin wont allow it...
forced yourself to cry?: nah, no need to force
forced yourself to throw up?: no
betrayed a friend?: lalalalallayeslalallalalala
hurt someone else so you would feel better about yourself?: not really
Which is worse?
your friend dying or your parent dying: neither, so long no one haunts me
losing all your old memories or never being able to make new ones: never being able to make new ones i guess
being rejected by someone you love or having your feelings returned only...: i wan kill my feelings
to be dumped a month later: read above
being raped or willingly having sex and later regretting it: being raped is worse i think either way the guy is gonna get punched
having no emotions or only being happy once every couple of months: i did say i dun wan emotions
losing all your friends on earth or never having found God: truth to be told, neither matters much to me...
being dumped or dumping someone: dumping someone
falling in love with an anime character or falling in love with a celebrity: i fall in love with computers, anything else i will ram my head on the wall
a friend moving away or losing touch with a friend who lives right near you: who cares?
Dreams
What is your dream in life?: i have a life?
Do you have insomnia?: no
Do you often wake up in the middle of the night after a bad dream?: no
Do you get deja vu?: yes
Did you ever have a dream that came true?: why do u wanna know?! o.O
What about a nightmare?: dreams that come through are mostly nightmares
Did you ever have a realistic dream that truly scared you?: yes
Do you daydream?: 12 hrs a day
Have you ever dreamed you were falling?: *nodsnods* and land with a thud on the bed
Fears
Greatest fears: dead people
What are you not afraid of at all?: the computer
Name a weird phobia you have.: think that dead people will jump on me in the toilets...
Has your fear ever come true?: which one?!
Is your fear a common fear?: most likely
Any particular reason for the fear?: i am a mineral..
Does it ever control your life?: sometimes
Have you had nightmares about the fear?: no
Are you more afraid of rejection or failure?: neither, they alrdy happened
The Past
Most missed memory: how can u miss something u cant rmbr...
How have your feelings changed throughout your life?: yes
First memory: huh? isnt everything in a single memory...
Happiest childhood memory: me no rmbr
Saddest childhood memory: can barely rmbr wat happened 5 months ago
What was your first word?: "waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah" ( it's a word i don't care wat you say)
First friend?: someone i cant even rmbr
First crush?: none of your frinkin business
First love?: ask the scrying crystal
What would you do if...
your best friend died because of you?: *bangs head on the wall trying to forget*
your true love moved out of the country?: same as above
your friend gave you the choice of cheating on the really tough math final?: no way, your answers are wrong too
a friend offered you drugs or alcohol?: *rolls eyes at them*
a friend of the same gender told you they were gay and asked you out?: *introduces them to eleanor*
your bf/gf asked you to have sex with them?: will have a talk with them to DROP IT, if it doesnt work, resorts to punching them and dump them
you were sexually abused?: write the f word all over my diary and swore to secretly get revenge
you were betrayed by someone you trusted and cared about?: i will die crying
you found out your friend wanted to die?: introduce them to someone who can help them out 'cause i cant do anything
Final Thoughts
Are you saved?: from wat?! dead people?! frinkin zombies? school? WHAT?
Do you believe in God?: not really
Why or why not?: the church freaks me out and you dont want to know why
Are you depressed or sad all the time?: nonono no not at all...
What are you hoping for in the future?: i hope there ISNT a future when society is still gonna be like the present in the future
What makes you happy?: i dunno?
What makes you sad?: not revealing anything *whistles*
Do you believe in the Bible?: partly only
Why or why not?: love science too much...
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WOOOOOOO~! Final Fantasy VI Advance tunes PWNS!
SO nice ^^ really.. u can hear for yourself..
(all those tunes on the player that are done by Nobuo Uematsu are Final Fantasy VI tunes)
the 4 tunes which I liked most are on top.. the rest are at the bottom
my computer sometimes can and sometimes cant load the first 2 songs...
nooooooooooooo what's wrong with my com?! *hugs the computer and encourage it to do better*
Us Teens Nowadays Well...
Nowadays well, I realize like EVERY RECESS is filled with dirty jokes.
Disturbing..
And it's different every recess.
Very disturbing...
Some girls in my class got ideas to fill the classroom walls with posters of actors, singers etc.
Oh. My. God.
Well, nothing's wrong with those stuff stated above. I mean we are still allowed to express ourselves (most of the time) in school. Dirty jokes are fine actually... on the bright (shiny shiny) side it erm.. brightens things up abit.. on the
jade shall... try to tolerate.... and try to somehow.... see the shiny shiny side..
ooo...
shiny shiny thing over there!...
...
*snaps back to reality*
erm, where was I?
..
right..
the posters, well, for me.. it is VERY disturbing to have a bunch of people staring at you out of those full coloured pics on the wall... I know I am disturbed but that's not the point.
Futhermore, I think that (excluding myself) not everyone in the class will be rather happy about it...
There isn't anything wrong with putting up posters, just that, everyone have different views you see, but sometimes you have to consider others before making a decision, that's what I believe.
Sometimes we have to remember that we are not the only one with feelings in the world.
For me, I can't stand those posters. Mainly because it's irritating to me to see people trying to act tough, look cool, act cute etc. Nothing's wrong with acting like that, and considering it is one of the ways to eat up people's wallets, but , Jade have really contrasting prefrences....
I would sooner put a picture of the world's most powerful computer than a picture of a person. xD Just as I would rather put a picture of a Gundam or Lain's supercomputer than a anime character..
Ah well, jade is a piece of rock which is like a non-living thing. So I guess just as living things are attacted to living things, non-living things are attached to non-living things.. xD
The posters, well, cant do anything about it in the end anyway. Guess that I just have to let it pass some how...
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Well we all know what nutty craze the latest Harry Potter book has caused, millions of people across the world queuing up for it. Everyone is trying so hard to get the book in one form or another. Children here and there squealing, "Mummy! I want the book!"
Why indeed can a simple common non-living thing as a book can cause such a disturbance in the bookworm community?
I know a hell lot of people will give me answers like "Because Rowling's writing style rocks!" or "It's the greatest series ever written!"
Are u sure?
I know that Rowling is really damn famous and her books are really interesting. I have read many books and I am sure that there ARE much more interesting books in the world.
It doesn’t really mean that if you are famous, means you are the greatest.
There's no one in the world that is the solid best at anything.
No, I am NOT saying the series or Rowling herself suck. Harry Potter is really interesting, it is one of the best BUT it is NOT the best of the best.
What I believe is that Rowling is able to write a book that appeal to the majority. I believe that to become famous, what you do or your works have to be liked or preferred by the majority.
Majority likes your stuff. You get fame. That's it.
It's the same everywhere, be it Singapore Idol or Blogskin.com
Being famous does not necessarily mean that you are the greatest.
(To me,)There are much more interesting books that are much better than Harry Potter.
Examples:
"Burned" by Ellen Hopkins, her style is rather unique. She write in verses (like poems) and the descriptions on people's emotion are VERY VIVID. Although we will all cringe on the themes she wrote on.
"Eragon" and "Eldest" by Christopher Paolini, I wont be surprise if another craze will start when the 3rd book comes.
The first 2 books of the "Maximum Ride" series by James Patterson, What a pity that (to me) the 3rd book's ending isn’t nice at all, still the first 2 books will get you glued to them, action plus a whole load of humor. Enjoyed them ALOT.
"Hex" trilogy by Rhiannon Lassiter. xD My favourite books haven’t changed for 3 yrs! Well, if your brain is full of weird stuff and have a love of technology/futuristic related themes in books. YOU WILL LOVE THIS TRILOGY. I would say that unlike Harry Potter, this series made me read it over and over and over again without getting bored of it!
Of course, there's no best book in the list.
There's only THE ONE YOU THINK IS THE BEST.
Nothing is perfect.
The movie also helps promote books if you haven’t realized. It helps people imagine the scenes in the book.
The Harry Potter movie DOES serve that purpose. Yeah, many of you people considered it waste of money but just look at all the little kids reaction to it. Yes, they are KIDS, but kids can influence the parents wallet sometimes cant we? *evil grin*
But of course, the fact remains that you do need talent and skill to get yourself there. So, kudos to Rowling for getting so much attention.
In the meantime, if you can't get Deathly Hallows, try the books I have listed. You can go skip around and do some eBook downloading (not encouraged), on the downside, you can’t be solid sure that your copy is not a fake and reading off the screen suck (yeah, so why the hell are we here?! eh...)
Me? I haven't got the book yet; I will wait till prices drop. If my memory is correct Order of Phoenix last December was around $12.
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We all hate homework don't we? Have you ever asked yourself why?Usually you people would say that because homework is extremely boring. Not fun. Gives headache. Difficult blah blah blah etc.
Let's take a look:
Homework vs Computer games
We all know which one of the above two we LOVE we? The above comparison is probably like a comparison between a rubbish dump and paradise.
So why bother comparing them?
"Boring, not boring..."
You see, computer games are like one of the many things that make homework seem boring. Unlike homework, computer games are SPECIALLY MADE to make us like it.
Games are like major distractions for most of us when we do homework.
"If I think any further, my brain will explode..."
In computer games although as much thinking and practise or perhaps MORE is needed as compared to homework, we are able to CHOOSE whether we want to think or wander around acting like friggin noob.
Yes, indeed, think about it... if you really want to turn pro in any games, you have to memorise game data, strategies, practise a lot.
(And also, not many will like to act like a friggin noob)
Furthermore, there's the FUN ELEMENT in games that make us love the game so much.
Homework's fun element.. HUH? What fun element?!?!
"**** lah haven't do my homework"
Another friggin thing that makes homework the equivalent of the last level of hell is the dateline.
Or should I be more specific?
The person giving the dateline... xD
What's with all the pressurising threats and the ever-growing pile of homework?
We're all asking: "When the bloody hell is it gonna stop?!"
I guess the major reasons for people to hate homework is its difficult and uninteresting form.
And that our choices are either to do or to get a earful from the teachers.
The package of homework comes with threats and pressure all the time.
Maybe some of you are wondering, why we have limited choices.
The major reason for this is how things works.
You see, in this world, without degrees you probably cannot live a good life.
No nice degrees no nice job no nice life. Simple.
(I don't think the salary of a road sweeper or a toilet cleaner will get you very far anyway. Besides, I wont be surprise that technology will take over those kind jobs in the near future, considering that technology IS in fact partially taking over some of those jobs.)
And homework is supposed to like help us get the degrees.
That is what adults think.Practise makes perfect, according to them.
Come to think of it, they are kind of right. Practise does make perfect, just look at those gaming pros, spending so much time gaming.
In this society, adults have the right to make their children obey causing a limit of choices.
Anyway, because mindsets cannot be changed, things are fixed and our lives are fixed too.
And we have fixed choices.
It's the same in games too.
Either you train and become good at it or face humiliation and be called a noob...
Education is part of a game, a game called LIFE. Just not as attractive as the computer ones...Maybe we just need some more motivation to do our homework.
Maybe the threats are one kind of motivation? o.O
Up to you to decide...
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geez.. why entertaining u ppl with the blog is so dang hard!?
k.. there is a strange issue going around my tagboard so let stuff it here..
Why Anonymous People Can Be Annoying
Indeed, loads of us ppl get pissed off just by asking an anonymous person "who the bloody hell are u?!". Though part of anonymous says ANONY, but tats beside the point.
Ok, lets start with the most basic thing...
Definition of "Anonymous Person"
Pardon my atrocious English.
So how do you define a person to have gained an anonymous status? Well, this particular mineral define a person to have an anonymous status when they purposefully hide their identity. In fact, this piece of
Erm.. am i confusing u?! *looks at all the blur faces staring back at her* ok... *takes the word "partial" and doodle over, tear it, burn it and flush it down the toilet*
Right.. according to the all-famous online dictionary.com
Anonymous can be defined as
1.Without any name acknowledged, as that of author, contributor, or the like: an anonymous letter to the editor; an anonymous donation.
2.of unknown name; whose name is withheld: an anonymous author.
3.lacking individuality, unique character, or distinction: an endless row of drab, anonymous houses.
And today.. we shall be touching on Definition No. 2.. something liddat...alright move on..
geez.. this is one reason why i don't qualify as a teacher...
Why Do People Choose to be Anonymous
Since we were young.. our mummies and daddies have always emphasis on the need to not disclose our identity or we will meet the human equivalent of the big bad wolf...
Another reason why people choose to be anonymous status is because they want to be the trouble. Trouble that comes in the form of flamers, crooks and such..
Quoting harrypottter : "I don't go looking for trouble, trouble usually finds me!"
Indeed they do a good job in finding us with the existence of the Internet.
Having an anonymous status also means covering your tracks. Preventing some people from knowing what you did.
Another thing is that you don't like your actual name or in real life, there are a hell lot of people who u don't know have what against you.The faceless Internet kind of offer you a chance at a nice new identity, covering your past your ugly looks blah blah blah blah. It is like giving you loads of new chances to redeem yourself or be someone u want to be.
Yeah, it is kind of sad that people like to judge you by how you look in the real world and being unable to change your face and id (like most of us) whatever bad stuff you get from people will always linger when you want to change.
That is all the reasons am able to find/express. I don't think in words you see, I think in emotions and emotions are hard to describe sometimes. There might be more reasons *nodsnods*
Right, finally come down to answering the big question of the day (or night).
Why Anonymous People Can Be Annoying
You see, people, always want to know, always want to have the advantage. By not knowing and being at a disadvantage, we will naturally get upset because yeah, WE WANT TO KNOW. And this is how an anonymous person make as feel, well, annoyed. It's a natural psychological reaction. And because these people got upset, they will naturally form conclusion like "this person is up to no good" which might not be true all the time.
Not all anonymous people purposely irritate others you see. Although there are some exceptions, an example will be nothing-better-to-do flamers and etc.
YAY END OF TOPIC
owwww my brain hurts from all the thinking and expressing feelings into words >.O
painpain!
Wheres my darling panadol?
Quoting from the series Maximum Ride: " THANK GOD for spellcheck!"
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yar la.. jade have been play random songs just to stare at visualizations.. *starestarestare*
with her eye all glued to the screen and her mind numbed by all the dazzling colours..
u can pretty much see black and white swirls in her eyes @.@
and she is so dang fascinated by how a visualization slowly morph into another in randomization mode..
@.@ pwweeeeeeeeetty.....
anyway her are some pics jade took while staring
yeah.. shes kinda out of her mind..
PURPLE! ME LURVE PURPLE
SQUARES
oooooooooo a burst of blue..
this one looks snowy
and this one look like coffee with milk ... *hungry*...
then again..
even with all the pwetty pics..
sometimes
u did think the colours combo..
just...
plain well...
suck...
ah well..
the com.. is a non-living thing after all..
jus like a piece of mineral..
now... u r pardon from this particular pieceofjade's insanity
hope to corrode ur brain again soon xP
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i shall apologize if you find anything here tat is insulting
although its the generators fault *points finger* (the INDEX FINGER..)
couldnt decide which name i shld use so i put both my acutal name and my online alias (jade)
things go in this order... coz i dunno why tables SCREW UP in blogger...
Result Generated With Actual Name
Result Generated With Online Alias
My Comments
Japanese name
Oguri Kumiko
(little chestnut) (eternal beautiful child)
Fujiwara Michiyo
(wisteria fields) (three thousand generations)
o.o im a CHESTNUT?! WAAAAAAAT!? so the mineral have joined the nut family.. brilliant....
Emo song
kill my life because I want to believe in us
ravage my heart for the last time
YEAH COME GET ME XP
Theme song
Alison Krauss- You say it best
Hinder-Lips of an Angel
lalalala i got a personal music library of like 57 songs.. so i nvr heard either song...
Third Grade Insult
Lieutenant Rectal A. Moronville
Lieutenant Dopey A. Stupidsen
so im a stupid dopey moron o.o wats wif the 'A.'?! i do not get As.. i get shit...
What your friends would really like to call you
Flavour
Jelly
Flavoured Jelly... o.o.. not so new... >.>
What your name means
Sexy Lady but you have bisexual thoughts often.
Sexy Lady but you have bisexual thoughts often.
WTF?! im not homo!.. im a normal...im (maybe not so) innocent girl.... BUT STILL !%^&!!#$!@!@!&#!!!!!!! .. i REFUSE to join eleanor and her merry band of self-proclaimed bisexuals
The Mega Hardcore Son-of-a-Bitch Punk-Ass "Don't give a Fuck 'bout Nuthin Name
I hate all emo so if u've seen this then ur a Wrist Slittin Arsehole
I hate all emo so if u've seen this then ur a F*** up and I hope you die a slow and painfull death at the hands of Al Quaeda
LOLOLOLOL
Dragon name
Lurto
Jarkore the Acid Breather
this blog shall corrode ur brains.. MUHAHAHAHAHA
Damned Hippie Name
Lilac Juniper
Peace Brodderick
peace?! after reading the above u shld know better....
The name generators can be found here
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i shall remove the recording later.. when im not so lazy xD..
omg.. i fell in love with RO.. omg.. why the heck was i playing maple?!...
but i cant just dump my maple account.. love my maple guild too much..
k.. lets put my 2hrs per week of computer playing time on maple and other find ways to play RO and blog.. heehee..
i stare at RO
i talk about RO
i think about RO
i research on RO
i dream about RO
FAGIT IM ADDICTED TO RO
nvm.. it shall wear off in a month or so.. always liddat one..
chinese project.... gaaaaaaah so fustrating... i swear.. its so fustrating that it is 2nd only to sec 2 IPW.......
and the weather is so DANG WARM.. and tat are top 1 in my "most annoying" list
top2 shall be computers tat break down when u nid it..
top3 shall be people..
top 4 shall be me the blardy mineral...
sheesh
and they are all affecting my project.. freak............
nyaaaaaaaa so many things i wanna do.. but theres like NO FRINKIN TIME
i wan go look for a bunch of new books tat are out
i wan fix up a new blogskin
i wan complete my gundam AMV
i wan sleep somemore
i wan eat more junk food
i wan play zelda
i wan play gunbound
i wan play rockman
i wan play warcraft
i wan play maple
i wan play RO
i wan-- ..
haha i wan do everything but NOT related to school
dammit why must there be this dang thing call O LEVELS tat make ur parents go on and on and on and on and on and NEVER OFF about the topic of grades..
and all i wanna say is STFU
and its all becoz of that DANG EVENT NXT YR
and because of tat
im not playing much
im doing more work
i've no free time
i've assements clogging up my free time
im getting a dang lecture everyday
i've more than 5 new THICK assement books
i've parents trying to get more assement books
i cant even read fiction
im banned from making blogskins for anyone
i have a life tat turn into shyt
on the day the education system goes up in flames
i shall watch
and laugh
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no, i didnt went to botanic garden just to catch leaves.. went there to do the chinese video project with hannah and yu shang.. the mosquitos were enjoying themselves so much =.=
botanic garden nthing much to film... so at night we went to singapore river.. yu shang cant come with us =( baaaaad shang .... night scenery at singapore river is kinda cool.. for weird reasons hannah want to go to fullerton hotel just to use the toilet ehhhhhhhh shant elaborate.... we saw the national day parade rehersal from across the river.. anyway we met up with eleanor who was watch the rehersal (eleanor why u so free?!) and blah blah blah we went home blah blah blah blah BLAH
anyway when i got home.. i was fiddling with the movie editing programme when i realize my mp4 have a built in speaker o.O (tat took long...)
i made a totally horrendously recording of me singing when u r gone (by avril)
eh lower ur volume b4 playing.. its really kinda loud... and. dun. laugh..
-jade decided to remove the recording TOO BAD FOR YOU-
jade shld stick to blogskinning *nodsnods*
*note: if it doesnt play.. if prolly means my bandwidth for the month is used up.. and tat might be a gd thing =x
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