Friday, February 15, 2008
~ 10:26 PM ~
I think I got myself hooked on Cascada's songs.
Great vocals, although it still not as nice as that of the Japanese songs I listen to.
And there's drums or bass guitars covering up the vocals in those songs of hers. I hate it when that happens when I listen to music you know.
The lyrics are ok but the variety of contents in the lyrics isn't much.
But still, they are cool. Maybe I would even consider buying the CD.
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Ok, those songs aside.
I just finished sourcing for information about the Stellar Fossil HE 1523-0901. I am going to print them out and summarise them later.
The research is kind of like homework from competition team trainning.
Uh, maybe it is homework. UH.
It is really interesting, the stellar fossil is like only around 500 million years younger than the universe. Like.... wow wow wow wow. That is really old.
Futhermore, it is in our galaxy. O.O
Uh. Do I sound like I have dead low expectations for our galaxy?! >.<
Anyway, if you are interested about it...
http://www.as.utexas.edu/~anna/he1523.html
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Um, yes it has been really long since I blog before this. Many of my um, acquatainces, stop posting much as well. It is 'O' Level year, and we are all really busy, stressed, freaking out etc.
Ok, I will try to blog more often. But, no guarantees. Sorry.
Eh, noticed proper English grammars rules used much here in this post? Ok, maybe not so much paragraphing rules used but that is for making reading this post easier.
Noticed I spelt everything out correctly?
Ah well, that's like one of the ways I am trying to improve my English.
I want to get an "A" for English for "O" levels.
Yes, an "A". Why, surprised?! I know languages are not my strong point (in fact all my grades are equally bad) but I have to try. After all, my English grades can be saved unlike my Mother Tongue. My Mother Tongue grades are like GONE. I will more likely to prevent the end of the world or something than get a "B" for Mother Tongue.
I already labelled by the Mother Tongue teacher as one of those students that are really weak. So depressing, (not that I am not already depressed) but I can't do anything about people caring only what they see about me and my usefulness. And I can't remove that block I kind of developed for Mother Tongue.
And having parents who only want me to study your "O" Level subjects and nothing else isn't a help at all. Everyday I get told off about how disgusting my grades are. Like as if teacher marking you as a "weak one" in front of all other students is not bad enough.
The teacher is not that bad, she is only doing her job I guess. But, I just need one teacher to call up my parents about my disgusting grades and I will have as much freedom as a pet goldfish in a tiny fishtank. And it does not help that I have been hiding my failed class test results. I just need one of those results to get forced out of the competition team by my parents.
Imagine if I have to tell my fellow Astronomy Club members that I have to back out. And on top of that, the teachers too. I might as well dig myself a hole to hide in and never come out.
Sometimes, I really feel like running into the path of a six-wheeler truck and scream "Damn the world!"
Then again, it is my fault, that is what everyone say. But I did try. I just failed. Always.
On the bright side, I did not failed in pulling up my Amaths results from an F9 to B3
Then again, who else cares? It is one subject. The rest remain as bad as before.
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Enough "emo-posting" I guess. Not like anyone care, anyway. I just feel better a little bit for a little while if I type it down. I will leave the rest of the "emo-ing" in my diary.
Oh well, got to sleep. Tomorrow I have to study for my next week CT.
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