Saturday, January 12, 2008
~ 10:48 PM ~
I know i shouldnt,but i made a new skin =)
yay... finally a new one after so long
gotta go...
sry i cant stay long...
i promise to blog more after 'O's ok?
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Wednesday, January 09, 2008
~ 9:44 PM ~
6 days of school gone...Now I wish that everyday has an extra 6 hours just for revision of Sec 3 work...
-0-
there just isnt time for everything...
darn...
Havent submitted any blog designs since the design this blog is currently in.
Sure.. I made one..
It just doesnt look up to standard
-.-
Havent even come up with another design......
Just too busy...
...
SHIT! What am I doing here....
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Wednesday, January 02, 2008
~ 9:44 PM ~
blogthings is full of personality quizzes for you to stuff on your blog...the below is an advertisement i found on blogthings..
and ads are usually posted where they are best posted...
~ 8:51 PM ~
Life and Death, is it really that different after all?Note before reading:
This is not a suicidal note or some random emo post
Sometimes I really think that alive or dead... there is one thing in common.. I am in hell... Different kinds.. but it is still hell
Compare this:
Staring at the insides of a coffin six feet under or having yourself burn in flames for eternity in afterlife
to this:
Everyday day you are freaking out. 'Cause you have messed up somewhere in your life. Clear the mess and another comes along. Clear an exam and you start worrying about the grades. Get your grades and you start worrying about the next exam. Done suffering a punishment and another comes along. Not a day of peace cause it is all worries, worries and worries about the bad consequences, about the sufferings you have to go through.
Seriously the Alive or Dead, both ways you suffer.
If I am really sure that hell is all flames that burns you for eternity or burn you into a state where you don't exist, I will put a bullet through my head.
If I don't exist -> I can't feel -> I can't suffer
Even if I am to burn in hell for eternity I won't mind because everyday is predictable, no worries.
Too bad we can't be certain what happens after we die.
I guess that is the reason why people are afriad of death.
It's not the suffering..
It's the worries and uncertainty about afterlife.
And it is worries that is giving us no peace since the day we are born.
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